“My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from saving me, so far from my cries of anguish?” (Psalm 22:1 NIV)
Sometimes we pray and we receive no resolve. Sometimes we pound the doors of heaven and all we hear is crickets. We have to stretch to trust God in those moments. We have pray like David did, with an eye on God’s past performance record.
David feels forgotten and forsaken. He feels far from God and his prayers are going unanswered. He doesn’t use this as an excuse to pull away from God, instead he chooses to remember that God is holy and has a perfect track record with His people.
“In you our ancestors put their trust; they trusted and you delivered them.” (Psalm 22:4 NIV)
While he’s down in the dumps, David recalls the stories of his ancestors and their encounters with God. He sees faithfulness in the pages of history. We don’t know which stories he’s referring to; if it was Jesse or Obed or Boaz’s personal experiences or perhaps as far back as the Exodus, but David looks back and grabs on to the sure handle of God’s character and His historic saving ability with His people. David’s wavering faith is shored up by the long-established truth of God’s relationship with His chosen people.
“To you they cried out and were saved; in you they trusted and were not put to shame.” (Psalm 22:5 NIV)
David recognizes his ancestors humility and trust, and consequently their rescue. He reaches into the pages of history and finds a good dose of hope for himself.
“Yet you brought me out of the womb; you made me trust in you, even at my mother’s breast. From birth I was cast on you; from my mother’s womb you have been my God.” (Psalm 22:9-10 NIV)
Next, David flips through the pages of his own life and finds God to be faithful, even to him. That’s when he begins to rally again.
“But you, Lord, do not be far from me. You are my strength; come quickly to help me.” (Psalm 22:19 NIV)
Fairly quickly, David is convinced of God’s awareness of his situation and intent to intervene at just the right time.
“For he has not despised or scorned the suffering of the afflicted one; he has not hidden his face from him but has listened to his cry for help.” (Psalm 22:24 NIV)
We have to learn to do this when the seas of life are rough, when it feels like our prayers are made from mute mouths and God’s ear can’t quite be caught. We reach for past performance record; either personally (what has God done before in my life?) or historically (what has He done in the lives of others?) and let the legacy of His love and kindness fuel our hope for today.
“The poor will eat and be satisfied; those who seek the Lord will praise him— may your hearts live forever!” (Psalm 22:26 NIV)
David eventually arrives at an eternal view of his earthly life, and hopefully, so will we. He decides that a bit of suffering today will pay off in the scope of forever, and that He can trust God’s judgement on what is worth suffering. I pray we come to that same conclusion.
Lastly, we notice that this is the psalm that Jesus reached for in His final hours on the cross. He only managed to speak the first nine words, but we can be certain that He finished the psalm in His heart; that He mentally rolodexed through the entirety of history between His Father and humanity (backwards and forwards) and came to the conclusion that God heard His prayer and would redeem His suffering, also.
“God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble.” (Psalm 46:1 NIV)
Lord, we would rather not suffer. And when we do, we’d prefer to hear and feel that You are close. But when that is not the case, please help us remember Your past performance record. Help us clearly see Your faithfulness to humankind and also, to us. Help us trust Your track record and Your perfect forever plans, even in the pain and trouble of today. Amen.