“Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord.” (Psalm 27:14 NIV)
We don’t enjoy waiting, do we? The very act of waiting weighs on us, makes us feel like we could be doing something more useful. Sometimes we even get angry because we are convinced that time is being taken from us.
When the tremendous project of “Estate” first unfolded in my lap, I felt this way. The lawyers told me it would be a full year before we buttoned it all up and filed it away in an office somewhere. The latest estimate? Two or three years. Initially, I was furious. How could the financial death of my parents steal all of 38? Then, I was impatient. I thought if I could just do my part quickly, efficiently, perhaps we could shave some months off this process. It turns out that some things cannot be hurried, no matter how one might try.
I realized it in growth groups a few weeks ago; we were talking about waiting and how we respond. I could suddenly see it so clearly; one of the many gifts I’ve ‘inherited’ as executor is the fine art of waiting. See, I have spent so much time waiting that I am finally getting good at it. Waiting doesn’t eat at me as it did at the beginning. I am currently waiting on my parent’s house to close, waiting on my brother’s brain surgery, waiting on a important decision from the Veteran’s Administration, waiting to hear from a publisher on my manuscript, waiting on legal proceedings that could claim the entire estate, waiting to find the natural rhythms of our now-family of five. I have learned in this last year to be an excellent waiter.
How? Because somewhere along the way I figured out what waiters do. They serve. They put on an apron and they look around to see who they can bless in the hallway while they wait for the next door to open. They realize that waiting time is not wasted time but limited opportunity.
The truth is, we’ll only occupy this precise space for so long, so we need to use our time wisely. Look up and around; who can we serve right here and now?
“Each of you should use whatever gift you have received to serve others, as faithful stewards of God’s grace in its various forms.” (1 Peter 4:10 NIV)
This passage goes on to tell us that the strength we find in life’s hallways is strength for serving and it comes straight from the throne room. We might think we are the source of some stamina to serve while we are waiting, but actually God is giving us a supernatural boost so we might be most effective in the darkest, loneliest places of life.
Hallways are serving halls and wait-ers are stewards girded with heavenly strength, all aligned to bring God glory. Our time in the hallway of life isn’t accidental, it’s intentional. God isn’t aiming to frustrate, but mature us and make us more like Him, more ready for Kingdom use.
Lord, thank You for hallways and opportunities to mature in patience and service. Grow us into good waiters, ready to serve wherever You set us. Cultivate our appreciation for life’s delays, convince us of the good stuff that happens when we are made to wait on You and maybe others, too. Let us learn to be Kingdom stewards wherever we stand. Amen.